Rich Life
I have a very rich life,
twice I bite into a hand
dealt not right. Striving
for the fight, fight, fight
fight; so many lose,
choose gambling with
the blues. Score is
zero, a trillion, billion,
is killing the soul
wrapped up in sorrow;
I have a rich life.
January 8th, 2018
Nothing comes easy,
I declare jealousy,
envy that’s in society. Hatred played
a role; sadness was
my clothing wrapped
up in psychology. The
mind’s a terrible thing
to waste been in
an orphanage address
of the state
December 12th, 2017
Experience is a strange
thing, molested by my
kin again and again.
Ran away oops back
To sin; teenager now
pimped out experience
wins. My john paided
now I’m bound, reck
reckless, 19 years, total
package HIV found.
December 3rd, 2017
Texas was in her eyes,
grown up to lose, the
prize. Beautiful in her way; attitude outta
this world; mind is
somewhere on Jupiter
to stay. Became attracted
to money, young,
honey, worldly, the
price for beauty
is hard to say mama,
drunk, smacked me
around, black and
blues on the body
found.
December 3rd, 2017
You rob, steal, and
destroy, on the street
$5.00 baby taking
care of momma. Life
is something else, no
joke, better get
yourself together.
5 o’clock in the
morning strung out
on the corner. Grown
up at 16, bit the apple,
9 months to lean.
December 3rd, 2017
He, me, mamas boy-
friend, exploited to
the T. Had 2 black
eyes a day, food on
the table celebrate
anyway. Move to Hollywood,
wrapped up
in fame. Husband
nice, 2 sisters, Rodeo
Drive. How can I
compete, move black eyes
down the street.
all is fair in love
and war, my babies
1 years old watching, torn!
December 3rd, 2017
My journey’s plan
was to be, successful,
failing with the
real. Grown-ups
looking at a child,
13 years old shouting,
baby I need a
ride. Pimp coming,
hold up now, molly
using too many
clouds.
December 3rd, 2017
Not in action, man give
me a faction, with
crumb damn you
dumb. Cannot relate,
killed, now you skate
life’s hot, got too
ignorant to see,
Give him love,
her, you, me.
December 3rd, 2017
Been running from
the right, “too hard
to fight”! Gave it
my all, brother crying
from his fall.
It touched me,
brain damage at 4,
(to the door)
PTSD and only three
inspiring to be.
December 3rd, 2017
Scared
Scared to laugh, time is
here, not willing to share.
All is good, nothing plain,
LORD help me with this
pain. Father please do
not kill me, now I sit
upon the top. Throat
cut, scared to block, chop,
and here comes the drop.
SCARED.
October 12th, 2017
Forsaken the day, the
life, forsaken the night,
vibe, went blind. It was
traumatic to be, traumatic
for we, for us, too
tough the pain. It’s
me and me, It’s me with
you, blue, showed the
hand too soon. Alone,
no more to fly; FORSAKEN.
October 10th, 2017
ALIVE
I was Alive, born 2 die
my twin and I, what a
life too strong to buy,
divide, slide, hide. So I
sit among this wreck,
the world as it is troubled
in my own skin. A lot
to give might I live,
wasted time, am I
to survive, Alive.
Time
It’s time to walk,
run, or climb, and left
behind. Follow after me,
lead, bleed, I must
plead. Time to stop,
find, may I chime.
discover my crime,
high not to glide, fly,
stop on a dime. It’s time to shine, it’s mine,
dine. It’s time to decide.
October 11th, 2017
Broke
Broke do I take
a stick, dig a ditch, as
I find, mind, blind,
can’t see what will be.
Up and down, all around.
Below the belt, tried,
not able to hide, broke
in the smoke. Need,
plead, hope to cope,
the joke is I am
broke.
Angels
The angels I perceive
to leave, do not grieve,
life, satellites, flight
out of the night, right
to fight, stand hand in
hand, just a waste of
time. Heaven is near,
not to fear, a hold I
leave angels intercede.
Monster I claim, life
choices is insane, went to
and fro, bow down to foe.
Held me captive mind
shutting down; profound,
how in the hell. I
missed the date, late,
time to circulate.
Went back to Jane,
claim!
October 12th, 2017
DREAM
I dream you fight,
do not have the right,
A tear, I share
hollering in the Rain,
stain, blood on the
train. Locked-up
shut-down, tears like
a clown. Right is
tonight, follow sight,
into the night. I hurt
at five, would you
dream a dream?
Outta fight, twilight.
October 12th, 2017
Pretty, blue I knew
you, stop sign shine, jail
is not a view. Windows
shattered life’s a blurr,
oh no what you do,
baby come to me dead
at delivery. Beat down,
hell you see, pretty
as it is, picturesque
and blue.
October 12th, 2017
I had a good time
flying blind, not too
hard to find only if
I will still be hurt, and
not feel. If you could,
would, should have been
told, not to swallow
my gum, to choose
then lose, only to
profuse. Blood transmitting
cool. Time I
had was good, only
to protrude, pertrude!
October 12th, 2017
Incline when I spy,
seeing what’s new; open
legs and choose, kidnapped
by sight left out by
might. Escaped, 8 years
free, why are they
chasing me. When they
corner opens; spy, you
spy me, ice tea, flee.
October 12th, 2017
Cargo plane, train
hell I went insane.
Took the day nightmare
fade, bouncing off the
door, again. You choose,
lose, my day’s filled with blues. Only if I
decide making a move,
to live one two three,
its night me I see.
October 12th, 2017
Desert of nothing is
my plan, I wonder land
to land. Hoping for water
to scape, should I choose between love and hate.
Red light beams at me,
beaten down on
Christmas tree. Help
me up I’m stuck,
desert, is not enough.
October 12th, 2017
I was white blue
ended up in the dune,
Nothing WAS right, fight,
win lose blood was my
fuse; streets beat,
it was defeat. No chance
at all color lost, head
down spinning all around.
Color I choose wake
up and snooze.
October 12th, 2017
Went to bed only to
dread the knot on my
head. Honest with you
still purple, doctor said
blue; changed my life.
Pimp dedicating bight
what’s going on.
12 years grown, beyond
Mom’s womb, to fail
at my gloom. End of
vein. Purple rain.
October 12th, 2017
I failed, I lied, cheated,
pleaded. What
is life to you, gum
under your shoe. Old
man not aware, shout
if you dare. Taught me
wrong, wisdom alarmed,
get it right after
we fight. Failed to
cross the street
waterfall in the
heat, beat, delete!
October 12th, 2017
I’m two smell, hell
mama’s sleep, in jail,
broke no joke and weep,
prison bound whose
the clown. Chief, he,
they, me, keep, please
do not creep! While a
child grown up to WILD.
Now what do I SAY,
Mama get it straight,
too you, smell, going
to hell. SMILE. 🙂
October 12th, 2017
Heart beat out loud,
chasing proud. Money,
jewelry nice laided
up zoo was the price,
choked out blue and
green, police on the
scene. Doping,
smoking beat the
streets, came back
with a bleep, fleet
fleet, get under
the sheets.
October 12th, 2017
MADE
Mistakes I made
gave, had a day
and night in the
grave. Black eye,
knocked out have
to bring in 300,000
five. Now I know
it was bow, sugar
syrup, wipe me up
off the ground, took
my crown. MISTAKES
I MADE forever to be paided.
October 12th, 2017
You a child why,
grown bold, hanging
from a line. 12 years
old all around, time!
Grew up poor older,
Rich and yes, no how
you feel still a
child! Poor not well
mind is closed,
friction pose; do
me a factor look
at why, Actor!
October 12th, 2017
Teach you preach,
leech, checking
through the door,
whore selling life.
One night mare at a
store, bore, telling
me what you did.
Happy, snappy, slap
you in the head.
October 12th, 2017
ATTACK
You attacked me,
slapped, wack at the
hotel slinging skin,
in and out of windows
at the age of ten.
How you know I’ll
show, ignorance at
twelve. Daddy popped
the button attacked
my soul; oh no!
October 12th, 2017
PRISON
Prison she knew
Adopted at 2, Mother
gone, life wrong. Now
I live with bees,
biting at my knees!
What to do the judge
ruled in Peru, prison
is shame. Baby girl
hollering at your name.
October 12th, 2017
DROP
Tear drop eye drop,
bottles up, my man is
100 and I am a nut!
Here she comes grinning
and skinning hope
for the winning. If I
fight not tonight, car
too old, kids be cold;
drop is not, pot.
October 12th, 2017
Pants hang low what
you wanna show,
judges son person to
person call, the yacht
is big the money is
green, sheen, shine,
shank. The pen is
calling you 3 years in,
scraping for the
bin. Change your
shirt before the
guards come commis
scary is necessary,
pull ups, your life
is gone, call sugar
daddy Shawn.
Beauty queen pageant
lose the crown, now
I frown. Two kids
down hitting Mama,
do not not no papa.
The law states freedom
of speak a piece
of cake, 40 acres,
and a mule. Indians
land no place to
soothe. Queen where
are you now no where
to be found.
October 12th, 2017
Hurricane, sugar cane
oops I feel born to
in a life revolving
door. Who would of
known my baby is a
terror stick up kid,
dead with cara.
Now I know could
rewind, was hard,
so the sin. Wind.
October 12th, 2017
Sin was the name
pipe smoked up,
rain, ended in a
hole, 15 years blown!
Walked with a
smile knife totting
around, man was
good marriage in
the hood. Surprise
I see, did not recover;
it’s me.
October 12th, 2017
A bag I’m totting,
how under a wire
with a frown gained
230 pounds. Caring
Richard oh wow
the hood is my memory,
only ghosts
hold my treasurys.
Kids outta order
LORD hold them;
give me for her.
October 12th, 2017
Raped at 8 only
vanilla skate, to
ignorant to know life
dealt me a bad blow.
Down from the
bottom, girl you
got him like chuck
stuck. Your name
is drop him short
it’s real, damn, the
deal, squeal.
October 12th, 2017
Ice price your damn
near nice pulling a train
on the plane. Cargo ain’t
Spain, sweet sour your
coco’s fire got a
disease HIV all the
way to your knees. Lids
gone now its long,
time out, gone is
price, south!
October 12th, 2017
Got no sheen
always cover-up
who cares, dares,
foreigner in the air,
sincerely bare
the prince of life
is no delight he’s
in the grace what a
sight, wonder why,
bye and bye.
October 12th, 2017
Shout, I took a
baseball bat showed
you what it’s all
about. The house and lame,
shame, game never to
return to blame. Understanding
what it’s all
about hitting the
corner cheddars out.
Come to your senses
young, and old money
buys things ya should
shouldda been told.
October 12th, 2017
Fine ready to dine,
dropped out moneys
funny, life is running,
cold, been told keep
your legs closed.
Diamonds, houses,
what life brings who
can stand when shakes appear, suck it out
angry child fighting
for life.
I’m scared and I am
a fright, learning life
to weak to fight. The
The man is aware hell
I’m bare, naked,
afraid the pimp just
got paided. Do is done
smelling wrapped up
in the gun. Who thought
it could would be
thinking oh hell I’m free.
October 17th, 2017
Up on top surely
flop spend 2 mil
lose in the drill.
I’m only 22 strapped
up in blue who has a
clue. I’m living life 18, 19, 20 been
playing the big boys
dirty, strong, alarm.
Too crazy to be found,
out I’m bound
Mother’s praying LORD
rescue; lieu!
October 17th, 2017
The house was nasty
streets a fancy, gun
loaded with life I
showed it; now I’m
on the stroll hip hop
who knows. Ok let’s
celebrate, another one
take the bate want to
strive 25 strung out
being alive. Showed
me, hell, only told,
you should of.
October 17th, 2017
Bait, I am 12 years
old, he is 110 now
I know the difference
chest 42 double e.
Men all over me train
gain smelling like the
country; proclaim.
Who knows the blows,
was a show stripping
in the dance club, out;
pictures wrong telescope.
October 17th, 2017
Years and years ago
I met a foe 55
juniors nothing to fear;
now I know, used,
abused, buying new
shoes, went through the
town play, he say, she
say, why am I in dismay.
I didn’t know, no
you, me, the police;
had to blow.
October 17th, 2017
Honey is your nickname
things went wrong,
wanting to get along.
Drugs isn’t cool,
he acts a fool blood trickles
down stop lo-down. Light
shine, come and climb
cut-up, shame, lame,
encyclopedia calls
it fame.
October 17th, 2017
Kid was my heritage
1958 is my narrative,
only know I sold blow
for a show. Should of
been a delight legs
spread out, kite, hold
the fly. Give me a globe,
butt, chest to behold.
Prehistoric toad; sold.
October 17th, 2017
2 kids old man reckless
papa rolling stone, clone,
cabbage on the phone.
I love, don’t care
put me out, give you a
place, chase, it’s up
shrew, screw. Tip the
coat checker; Baboon!
October 17th, 2017
Discipline, Momma’s
got a chin, baby girl
stinks, strung out
Camelot came to shout.
Fake, brake, Make,
all I can say do
you see me agitated
in prosterity; heresies.
October 24th, 2017
