The days and weeks are running into each other. I could be a day behind or a day ahead. This is what happens when your mind is constantly running faster than normal.
There are good, bad, ugly, and just terrible days. It can start off good but when your mind takes over and does what it wants, you suffer.
It’s hard having a mental illness, this disease is not easy on anyone. This is just a typical day of mine. I was afraid of admitting that I have this long term disease, but throughout the years I’ve learned a better and safer way of dealing with such a disorder.
When you have a network of support who will stick by your side and help you, that could be one of many things to make your life better.