Haikus by M.B.

Honesty

Honesty I say God made a way,

isolate me, actually, not me;

yet honestly came my way very young, anyway, I say!

Faith

Faith, I cannot see,

gripping the sands of what can be

Invisible I hold to, giving up is not my M.O. Faith.

Hope

Hope, joke 5yrs old choke,

bring me back,

life not right;

HOPE is not a JOKE

Courage

Courage gave me a house, I bounce, last night came lounce, triple bounce.

 

Where is the love in the World?

By D.G. written September 28th, 2018

“Where?” Is the

Love in the world

Why? Is there’s

Still so much

Hatred and prejudice

In this

World

Why? Can’t we love

And

Accept each others

As we are

Regardless of our

Race

Creed, colors, or sexual

Choices

So, I ask again

“Where?” is the

Love in the world

Why? Do we continue

 to victimize

the victims

that have been raped, beaten

molested and abuse

“Where?” is the

Love in the world

“Where?” is the

Love in the world

Why? Cant we house

The homeless

Feed the poor

And

Provide better care

For the elderly

And youth

So, I ask again

Where? Is the

 love in the

world

Why? There’s so

Much

Police brutality, school

Shootings

Robberies and senseless

Killings

“Where?” is the

Love in the world

To stop the roadside bombings

And

Malicious killings

All over the world

“Where?” is the

Love in the world

So where? Is the

Love

In the world

What? Happened to

Humanity

Compassion and

Kindness

Towards each other

So, I ask again

Where? is the

Love in the world

If god, sacrifice

His one and

Only begotten son

For our lives

Why? Can’t we love

 and care

 for each other

So, “Where?” is the

Love in the world

Words by M.B. (continued)

9/1/2018

I. Words are not a thing for her, no pain, no gain. Terror all her life, bite, take a chunk out of plight. Put down all your life, time to celebrate, cut the cake, peanut butter fake. Weight on the scales, Bobby came over to get down.

II. Life has not been good to you, blue, attitude is through. Through the ground, in the state of emergency. I’m peach the snack, caliber ready too late, hate hate hate. It’s all you know, life blasted you to the ground, bugs found, no room for the moon, BOOM!

III. Soul dead, crack is back, fences down, nobody around. Cried all your days, 18 years old penitentiary chains, clientele what the hell. Momma knew, daddy tied up on you, red, yellow, black, white & brown, bubbling sugar all around, hey what do you say turned the wrong way.

IV. I didn’t come for your dis-hospitality claiming the best, only showing he, he, he! Shut you down beautiful flaunting around stick it in and out. Only thing you got is a stroller that shows, 24.8. Condemned the building, 4 legs love you, limp, gimp, elephant feet, neat.

V. Hotel, motel, holiday inn, start acting up and I’ll reverse your skin. Strange it seems, so one man, stand, in and out, elevator soon closes at your shout! Mess, messy messiest moron, show son, blind to see, life does not revolve around me. See. Hehe.

 

 

 

Words by M.B.

1/22/18

You came here to help holier than though. Jaguar driving lacking common sense. Speak to people like there dirt realize climbing up the mountain gives you on a defense. Degrees up the yazoo its too mad you died before you tried.

True to the game, take your weave stick, sew before you call it to shame! All I know 1,000 shoes walking, talking, strife. Don’t blame me, I didn’t give you life to squander it on he.

Model pretty as can be so your daughter tricking me. Get up, take responsibility, she got a kid from Tommy, Bobbi and Lee. Life is a joke that’s what you said managing the first, second, third and the dead.

Lean me on that’s a dream in the burning afternoon, cream, scream molested only fostered. grew up angry. Who in the hella gonna help me. Adult bound childish games, couldn’t play hop scotch, wash it the way sexually active hack, wash, jack, no comprende. I SAY.

East side High, Paterson sky, by me of wrong road dead end. Lost my mind three times zero minutes two hurricane assembled with new habits extreme, water park, cesspool, thought it was Siberia, couldn’t hear ya, Micronesia.

5/16/18

Live, laugh, love nothing to me only here, said nothing, meant who in the hell told you you was the president! All wants to be head, said, dead yet now what’s the bet you, me, he she, animal carcass rain on the brain.

All I’ve even won was hatred served up pretty flawless, not necessary. It came with money not chumley and now I say goodbye to hatred.  HELLO TO A NEW DAY.

5/24/18

The crème, the stream woke up frighten in the dream, resolve, keen, lean on the word victory is told learning a new way a lot to pay, slaw, oh hell no will not pay! Time is up, will run and jump.

She was born silver spoon in her mouth, horse running proud, poppy in the cloud. Closet, shut up, lock key child, molestation not proud, shame, clouds, guilt found, not good for nothing else, mind shot call the cops.

Cold, dark, drained mentally 8 years old, knot tied close found leaking from the sounds, Alive or dead, wanted M.O. not found, give me the crown.

Thank you for life, why did I not good, bad all around. Injustice. I see 5 years old why me, a mind’s a terrible thing to waste, molested to the ground.

Harvest

Harvest

By M.M.

Written on 2/15/2016

Spring has sprung again in my heart

It rolls like the tide

Spring has given me a new way of life, only to begin again

Spring has given me a new way to breathe, healthy and free

Spring is here in my heart, molded solid in me!

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A Healing in the World

By DYG

Written on February 14, 2016

Dear God!

People need a healing

In this world today some

Are hurting, grieving

In pain

For the lost of a loved one

That they will never

See again

Dear God!

People need a

Healing

In this world today

Some are

Lost and confused

And don’t

Know what to do

Or

What direction they should

Choose

Dear God!

People

Need a healing

In this

World today

Some of theirs

Hearts

Have been shattered

And

Their spirits have

Been broken down

And there’s no one

Around

To help them, get

Theirselves

Off of the

Ground

People need

A healing

In this world today

Dear God!

Some people can’t

Speak or talk

Nor see

But they do have

Plenty to say

People need a healing

Today

Wisdom, knowledge

Loving, caring

Kindness and understanding

This is the

Beginning

Of

The healing process

People need a

Healing

In the world today

“Dear Heavenly Father”

Send your

“angels”

Down here

To heal the people

There’s an urgent

Need for a Healing

For

The many, many

Catastrophes

In

The world today

Killing poverty

Homelessness and

Loneliness and

Mental illness

Cause

You are a Great!! God

You are a Great!! Provider

You are a Great!! Comforter

When we need

You

And

You are all of ours

Heavenly Father

And

My God!! You love

Everyone

No matter what!

Race, creed or

Color

God, you made us

All

So, father, please heal

The people in

The world

Thanks Father

For the

Healing

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LIST OF ACTIVITIES TO DO WHILE YOU ARE RESTORING AND MAINTAINING YOUR HEALTH

By Viveca W.

Who says you have to be miserable and bored while you are not feeling well? Whether you have the flu, just came out of surgery or tore a ligament playing basketball, or whatever your situation is, the following list of activities can help you feel better and stay on top! I have gathered, experimented and explored this list myself for years and the results have been very positive! I really believe it can help you, too! Go ahead and explore the list yourself!

*Remember to check with your doctor if you are uncertain about trying specific activities*

  • Do gentle stretches and/or other exercises (Record and store exercises by using a voice recorder or video camera from your phone or another media playing device)
  • Practice improving your posture
  • Take deep breaths
  • Create a foot massage (Buy some sand or have a friend bring some from a beach, fill it up inside of a foot tub and run your feet through it for a gentle massage!)
  • Squeeze a rubber stress ball
  • Wear soft and cozy socks
  • Open up the blinds or curtains and let the warmth of the sunshine in!
  • Listen to the sound of ocean waves, the rain or music on a media player, youtube or from outdoors
  • Rest, sleep, nap and daydream
  • Take a foot bath (Add a soak, bubbles or oil)
  • Pray, reflect and/or meditate
  • Open up the window or run a fan to let a gentle breeze in
  • Use binoculars to view the town around you
  • Join a book club online or by phone
  • Draw, sculpt/mold, doodle and/or paint
  • Sing a song that makes your heart sing!
  • Use a backscratcher or massage brush on your back inside or outside of the tub (Add an oil, soap or soak)
  • Maintain your schedule (Daily routine, meals, treatment, exercise, religious/spiritual ritual, special occasions or days, appointments, applications/interviews, homework, reminders, messages, shopping list, budgeting, couponing, follow-ups or visits, planning, monitoring, etc.
  • Buy, order or make gifts for friends, relatives and other loved ones
  • Make new friends and introduce them to old friends
  • Reach out to a loved one by phone, email and/or text
  • Send a greeting card to a loved one
  • Spend some quiet time alone (Turn the world off for a little while and take a little break from technology)
  • Work from home (Find purpose-filled good paying opportunities that will allow you to work from home)
  • Light a candle or switch on a flameless candle and place it on your night stand or around your bath tub
  • Contact an author of your favorite book or media article and let them know how much they have added some positivity to your life
  • Collect special little things and keep them near you
  • Visit virtual museums online by going to http://www.virtualfreesites.com/museums.museums.html
  • Visit a city, state or country using google maps
  • Create or get a box, can, envelope or jar and fill it with your favorite quotes, sayings, scriptures, love notes, memories, etc. (Read them whenever you need a little boost of inspiration and motivation)
  • Create and build a collage of your dream home, career, vacation, wedding, etc.
  • Have tea time and sip on a soothing tea
  • Create a bucket list and a wish list and make it happen – no matter how long it takes!
  • Check-out, buy or borrow and read your favorite books, magazines, journals, etc.
  • Grow and maintain a potted plant
  • Grow and maintain a garden in your window
  • Dress-up (LOOK GOOD, FEEL GOOD!)
  • Buy or borrow a media player and watch a good movie or listen to your favorite album (Don’t forget the popcorn, refreshments and candy while you watch your movie!)
  • Collect and organize your own “Media Guide” by storing and saving your favorite channels and episodes from different types of media players
  • Cuddle with a soft blanket or pillow or furry stuffed animal
  • Keep a journal and fill it with your thoughts, feelings, reflections, insight, intuition, hopes, dreams, wishes, prayers, accomplishments, lessons-learned
  • Take fun and positive selfies and/or other special photographs (Store them or share them with loved ones)
  • Disconnect from news channels for a little while or at least read the online news or newspaper
  • Disconnect from the view points of negative people, especially if they only express joy from your set-backs – sickness included! (Your “set-backs” are really come-ups in disguise!)
  • Stay positive! (Don’t be distracted by the negative energy of negative people or the people they have influenced to speak or think negative things about you! You have something special and some negative people are really just “secret admirers” in disguise!)
  • Drink plenty of water, eat a balanced meal, take vitamins, supplements and/or any other medicines and eat LITTLE or NO junk food
  • Still celebrate special occasions and/or a rite of passage – even if you can’t be there (Have a friend bring back some cake, a special drink, flowers, video footage, pictures, etc.)
  • Create a new spin on your favorite food, drinks and snacks
  • Keep a caddy or roller crate of your favorite personal and handy items by your bed or near you
  • Hug yourself, your pillow, your stuffed animal, your therapy dog and/or your loved one
  • Keep up with fashion and check out what you might look good in! (Use your imagination! Fashion is everywhere!)
  • Write a poem, a song or haiku
  • Color your space by creating some color swatches and let it inspire you to make something special and uplifting! (Find, snip, cut and gather beautiful colors from all sorts of materials and objects)

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By DYG (Written on October 15, 2015)

You Can Get Help

                  Dealing with my mental illness is a very hard battle for me, it is like there’s a lot of deep, deep, severe pain in my brain that is really unexplainable. The pain is so powerful it literally makes your brain hurt, cause brain on an overload, out of control, off-track, like a train that has jumped the wrong track. I’ve been this way ever since that (MAN) “monster”, first time touch me at the age of 8 years old. I was a baby an “angel” from God that believe in God with mighty, mighty faith and strong soul and spirit. That man destroy something inside of me that I can’t never, ever get back, he killed my soul, heart and spirit, something that was very sacred and pure. My life hasn’t been the same since, but in the midst of it all, I knew God had me. God protected my brain I was going through this abuse. God kept my brain for going into overload, because, I didn’t know how to protect myself. If God hadn’t been there when I needed him, I probably wouldn’t have survived at all.

                Mental illness is real, I have lived every day of my life since 8 years old. I been fighting this war forever and ever. It is an uphill, downhill fight. It hit you at any time, at any point in your life, you are never ready for it because you can’t see it coming, especially, when don’t know what it is that’s keep attacking your brain. I learned to survive it until one day it spiraled out way out of my control. I didn’t know that this was an illness until many, many years later in my life after I had been to see more than 10 or 15 psychiatrists/therapists or more.

But once I came back to Grady in 2012 and got involved with the Nia Project at Grady Hospital and some of the best therapists I ever had over the 53 years of living this way in my life. I finally got a therapist, RA, who worked with me over 2 years. I made some milestones and many small breakthroughs. That’s why, I am here telling my story. I want to make more awareness about Mental Illness. I have mental illness, I used to be afraid to speak it, because I thought mental illness meant “crazy” but that’s not true at all. It’s like an illness just like all other illnesses. Only different, it attacks your brain and a very severe indescribable pain.

Let’s start doing something about mental illness and continue to help Grady Nia Project to be able to reach more and more who are living with this illness. Believe me it is so, so very real

-DYG

Poetry and Prophetic Word

Rich Life

 

I have a very rich life,

twice I bite into a hand

dealt not right. Striving

for the fight, fight, fight

fight; so many lose,

choose gambling with

the blues. Score is

zero, a trillion, billion,

is killing the soul

wrapped up in sorrow;

I have a rich life.

 

January 8th, 2018

 

 

Nothing comes easy,

I declare jealousy,

envy that’s in society. Hatred played

a role; sadness was

my clothing wrapped

up in psychology. The

mind’s a terrible thing

to waste been in

an orphanage address

of the state

 

December 12th, 2017

 

 

Experience is a strange

thing, molested by my

kin again and again.

Ran away oops back

To sin; teenager now

pimped out experience

wins. My john paided

now I’m bound, reck

reckless, 19 years, total

package HIV found.

 

December 3rd, 2017

 

 

 

Texas was in her eyes,

grown up to lose, the

prize. Beautiful in her way; attitude outta

this world; mind is

somewhere on Jupiter

to stay. Became attracted

to money, young,

honey, worldly, the

price for beauty

is hard to say mama,

drunk, smacked me

around, black and

blues on the body

found.

 

December 3rd, 2017

 

You rob, steal, and

destroy, on the street

$5.00 baby taking

care of momma. Life

is something else, no

joke, better get

yourself together.

5 o’clock in the

morning strung out

on the corner. Grown

up at 16, bit the apple,

9 months to lean.

December 3rd, 2017

He, me, mamas boy-

friend, exploited to

the T. Had 2 black

eyes a day, food on

the table celebrate

anyway. Move to Hollywood,

wrapped up

in fame. Husband

nice, 2 sisters, Rodeo

Drive. How can I

compete, move black eyes

down the street.

all is fair in love

and war, my babies

1 years old watching, torn!

December 3rd, 2017

 

My journey’s plan

was to be, successful,

failing with the

real. Grown-ups

looking at a child,

13 years old shouting,

baby I need a

ride. Pimp coming,

hold up now, molly

using too many

clouds.

December 3rd, 2017

 

Not in action, man give

me a faction, with

crumb damn you

dumb. Cannot relate,

killed, now you skate

life’s hot, got too

ignorant to see,

Give him love,

her, you, me.

December 3rd, 2017

 

Been running from

the right, “too hard

to fight”! Gave it

my all, brother crying

from his fall.

It touched me,

brain damage at 4,

(to the door)

PTSD and only three

inspiring to be.

 

December 3rd, 2017

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Scared

Scared to laugh, time is

here, not willing to share.

All is good, nothing plain,

LORD help me with this

pain. Father please do

not kill me, now I sit

upon the top. Throat

cut, scared to block, chop,

and here comes the drop.

SCARED.

October 12th, 2017

 

Forsaken the day, the

life, forsaken the night,

vibe, went blind. It was

traumatic to be, traumatic

for we, for us, too

tough the pain. It’s

me and me, It’s me with

you, blue, showed the

hand too soon. Alone,

no more to fly; FORSAKEN.

October 10th, 2017

 

ALIVE

I was Alive, born 2 die

my twin and I, what a

life too strong to buy,

divide, slide, hide. So I

sit among this wreck,

the world as it is troubled

in my own skin. A lot

to give might I live,

wasted time, am I

to survive, Alive.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Time

 

It’s time to walk,

run, or climb, and left

behind. Follow after me,

lead, bleed, I must

plead. Time to stop,

find, may I chime.

discover my crime,

high not to glide, fly,

stop on a dime. It’s time to shine, it’s mine,

dine. It’s time to decide.

October 11th, 2017

 

Broke

Broke do I take

a stick, dig a ditch, as

I find, mind, blind,

can’t see what will be.

Up and down, all around.

Below the belt, tried,

not able to hide, broke

in the smoke. Need,

plead, hope to cope,

the joke is I am

broke.

 

Angels

The angels I perceive

to leave, do not grieve,

life, satellites, flight

out of the night, right

to fight, stand hand in

hand, just a waste of

time. Heaven is near,

not to fear, a hold I

leave angels intercede.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Monster I claim, life

choices is insane, went to

and fro, bow down to foe.

Held me captive mind

shutting down; profound,

how in the hell. I

missed the date, late,

time to circulate.

Went back to Jane,

claim!

October 12th, 2017

 

DREAM

 

I dream you fight,

do not have the right,

A tear, I share

hollering in the Rain,

stain, blood on the

train. Locked-up

shut-down, tears like

a clown. Right is

tonight, follow sight,

into the night. I hurt

at five, would you

dream a dream?

Outta fight, twilight.

October 12th, 2017

 

Pretty, blue I knew

you, stop sign shine, jail

is not a view. Windows

shattered life’s a blurr,

oh no what you do,

baby come to me dead

at delivery. Beat down,

hell you see, pretty

as it is, picturesque

and blue.

October 12th, 2017

 

 

 

 

 

 

I had a good time

flying blind, not too

hard to find only if

I will still be hurt, and

not feel. If you could,

would, should have been

told, not to swallow

my gum, to choose

then lose, only to

profuse. Blood transmitting

cool. Time I

had was good, only

to protrude, pertrude!

October 12th, 2017

 

Incline when I spy,

seeing what’s new; open

legs and choose, kidnapped

by sight left out by

might. Escaped, 8 years

free, why are they

chasing me. When they

corner opens; spy, you

spy me, ice tea, flee.

October 12th, 2017

 

Cargo plane, train

hell I went insane.

Took the day nightmare

fade, bouncing off the

door, again. You choose,

lose, my day’s filled with blues. Only if I

decide making a move,

to live one two three,

its night me I see.

October 12th, 2017

 

Desert of nothing is

my plan, I wonder land

to land. Hoping for water

to scape, should I choose between love and hate.

Red light beams at me,

beaten down on

Christmas tree. Help

me up I’m stuck,

desert, is not enough.

October 12th, 2017

 

I was white blue

ended up in the dune,

Nothing WAS right, fight,

win lose blood was my

fuse; streets beat,

it was defeat. No chance

at all color lost, head

down spinning all around.

Color I choose wake

up and snooze.

October 12th, 2017

 

Went to bed only to

dread the knot on my

head. Honest with you

still purple, doctor said

blue; changed my life.

Pimp dedicating bight

what’s going on.

12 years grown, beyond

Mom’s womb, to fail

at my gloom. End of

vein. Purple rain.

October 12th, 2017

 

I failed, I lied, cheated,

pleaded. What

is life to you, gum

under your shoe. Old

man not aware, shout

if you dare. Taught me

wrong, wisdom alarmed,

get it right after

we fight. Failed to

cross the street

waterfall in the

heat, beat, delete!

October 12th, 2017

 

 

 

 

 

 

I’m two smell, hell

mama’s sleep, in jail,

broke no joke and weep,

prison bound whose

the clown. Chief, he,

they, me, keep, please

do not creep! While a

child grown up to WILD.

Now what do I SAY,

Mama get it straight,

too you, smell, going

to hell. SMILE. 🙂

October 12th, 2017

 

Heart beat out loud,

chasing proud. Money,

jewelry nice laided

up zoo was the price,

choked out blue and

green, police on the

scene. Doping,

smoking beat the

streets, came back

with a bleep, fleet

fleet, get under

the sheets.

October 12th, 2017

 

MADE

Mistakes I made

gave, had a day

and night in the

grave. Black eye,

knocked out have

to bring in 300,000

five. Now I know

it was bow, sugar

syrup, wipe me up

off the ground, took

my crown. MISTAKES

I MADE forever to be paided.

October 12th, 2017

 

 

 

 

You a child why,

grown bold, hanging

from a line. 12 years

old all around, time!

Grew up poor older,

Rich and yes, no how

you feel still a

child! Poor not well

mind is closed,

friction pose; do

me a factor look

at why, Actor!

October 12th, 2017

 

Teach you preach,

leech, checking

through the door,

whore selling life.

One night mare at a

store, bore, telling

me what you did.

Happy, snappy, slap

you in the head.

October 12th, 2017

 

ATTACK

You attacked me,

slapped, wack at the

hotel slinging skin,

in and out of windows

at the age of ten.

How you know I’ll

show, ignorance at

twelve. Daddy popped

the button attacked

my soul; oh no!

October 12th, 2017

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

PRISON

Prison she knew

Adopted at 2, Mother

gone, life wrong. Now

I live with bees,

biting at my knees!

What to do the judge

ruled in Peru, prison

is shame. Baby girl

hollering at your name.

October 12th, 2017

 

DROP

Tear drop eye drop,

bottles up, my man is

100 and I am a nut!

Here she comes grinning

and skinning hope

for the winning. If I

fight not tonight, car

too old, kids be cold;

drop is not, pot.

October 12th, 2017

 

 

Pants hang low what

you wanna show,

judges son person to

person call, the yacht

is big the money is

green, sheen, shine,

shank. The pen is

calling you 3 years in,

scraping for the

bin. Change your

shirt before the

guards come commis

scary is necessary,

pull ups, your life

is gone, call sugar

daddy Shawn.

 

 

 

 

 

Beauty queen pageant

lose the crown, now

I frown. Two kids

down hitting Mama,

do not not no papa.

The law states freedom

of speak a piece

of cake, 40 acres,

and a mule. Indians

land no place to

soothe. Queen where

are you now no where

to be found.

October 12th, 2017

 

Hurricane, sugar cane

oops I feel born to

in a life revolving

door. Who would of

known my baby is a

terror stick up kid,

dead with cara.

Now I know could

rewind, was hard,

so the sin. Wind.

October 12th, 2017

 

Sin was the name

pipe smoked up,

rain, ended in a

hole, 15 years blown!

Walked with a

smile knife totting

around, man was

good marriage in

the hood. Surprise

I see, did not recover;

it’s me.

October 12th, 2017

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A bag I’m totting,

how under a wire

with a frown gained

230 pounds. Caring

Richard oh wow

the hood is my memory,

only ghosts

hold my treasurys.

Kids outta order

LORD hold them;

give me for her.

October 12th, 2017

 

Raped at 8 only

vanilla skate, to

ignorant to know life

dealt me a bad blow.

Down from the

bottom, girl you

got him like chuck

stuck. Your name

is drop him short

it’s real, damn, the

deal, squeal.

October 12th, 2017

 

Ice price your damn

near nice pulling a train

on the plane. Cargo ain’t

Spain, sweet sour your

coco’s fire got a

disease HIV all the

way to your knees. Lids

gone now its long,

time out, gone is

price, south!

October 12th, 2017

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Got no sheen

always cover-up

who cares, dares,

foreigner in the air,

sincerely bare

the prince of life

is no delight he’s

in the grace what a

sight, wonder why,

bye and bye.

October 12th, 2017

 

Shout, I took a

baseball bat showed

you what it’s all

about. The house and lame,

shame, game never to

return to blame. Understanding

what it’s all

about hitting the

corner cheddars out.

Come to your senses

young, and old money

buys things ya should

shouldda been told.

October 12th, 2017

 

Fine ready to dine,

dropped out moneys

funny, life is running,

cold, been told keep

your legs closed.

Diamonds, houses,

what life brings who

can stand when shakes appear, suck it out

angry child fighting

for life.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I’m scared and I am

a fright, learning life

to weak to fight. The

The man is aware hell

I’m bare, naked,

afraid the pimp just

got paided. Do is done

smelling wrapped up

in the gun. Who thought

it could would be

thinking oh hell I’m free.

October 17th, 2017

 

Up on top surely

flop spend 2 mil

lose in the drill.

I’m only 22 strapped

up in blue who has a

clue. I’m living life 18, 19, 20 been

playing the big boys

dirty, strong, alarm.

Too crazy to be found,

out I’m bound

Mother’s praying LORD

rescue; lieu!

October 17th, 2017

 

 

The house was nasty

streets a fancy, gun

loaded with life I

showed it; now I’m

on the stroll hip hop

who knows. Ok let’s

celebrate, another one

take the bate want to

strive 25 strung out

being alive. Showed

me, hell, only told,

you should of.

October 17th, 2017

 

 

 

 

 

Bait, I am 12 years

old, he is 110 now

I know the difference

chest 42 double e.

Men all over me train

gain smelling like the

country; proclaim.

Who knows the blows,

was a show stripping

in the dance club, out;

pictures wrong telescope.

October 17th, 2017

 

Years and years ago

I met a foe 55

juniors nothing to fear;

now I know, used,

abused, buying new

shoes, went through the

town play, he say, she

say, why am I in dismay.

I didn’t know, no

you, me, the police;

had to blow.

October 17th, 2017

 

Honey is your nickname

things went wrong,

wanting to get along.

Drugs isn’t cool,

he acts a fool blood trickles

down stop lo-down. Light

shine, come and climb

cut-up, shame, lame,

encyclopedia calls

it fame.

October 17th, 2017

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Kid was my heritage

1958 is my narrative,

only know I sold blow

for a show. Should of

been a delight legs

spread out, kite, hold

the fly. Give me a globe,

butt, chest to behold.

Prehistoric toad; sold.

October 17th, 2017

 

2 kids old man reckless

papa rolling stone, clone,

cabbage on the phone.

I love, don’t care

put me out, give you a

place, chase, it’s up

shrew, screw. Tip the

coat checker; Baboon!

October 17th, 2017

 

Discipline, Momma’s

got a chin, baby girl

stinks, strung out

Camelot came to shout.

Fake, brake, Make,

all I can say do

you see me agitated

in prosterity; heresies.

October 24th, 2017

Poetry

Alive

I was alive, born to die, my twin 6 I;

What a life too strong to buy, divide, slide hide.

So I sit among this wreck;

The world as it is trouble in my own skin.

A lot to give might I live;

Much wasted time am I to survive alive.

 

Broke

Broke do I take a stick;

Dig a ditch.

As I find mind bind can’t see what will be;

Up & down, all around.

Below the belt, I tried not able to hide;

Broke in the smoke.

Need, plead, the joke is I’m broke, hope to cope.

 

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Don’t think about the past, experience, days, be quick to forgive.

Become a child, finding it simple again, no wonder trusting in no other;

What a blunder, choose life, easy to say;

What a mess, I made, can’t afford a shade, do not borrow the blade.

Think!

 

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V is for vessel

And J is for Jesus,

Praise is the way;

Only say;

Our God is mighty power beyond the way.

Hope brings life;

Only pray to make it every day!